jane

Actually i'm not in the mood to write anything at this moment. I just want to get myself busy. Wala din aqng maisip na topic for discussion. I hate every minute na wala aqng magawa para sa sarili ko. Kahit na ba sabihing maxado aqng imaginative mag-isip, nadi-drained din pala utak ko. I need some privacy but hell! no one wants to give it to me. Im sort of neglected and being in the dessert. 

Sometimes I wish I can live my own life without being somebody's shoes. Well even for the shortest time of my life. Mahirap din pala na isipin na masaya ka kahit na hindi. Yung para iniisip mo na na saiyo na lahat yet you're not complete pa rin. Oh man! ba't pa kasi na imbento ang salitang LOVE sa mundo kung makakaranas ka rin ng HATE, SADNESS, and BETRAYAL. No one wants to get hurt at the first place and no one wants to be alone. But sad to say we can't hide the feelings and we can't control the situation. 

Ayan! nagutom pa tuloy ako dahil sa pag-iisip ng ganito. i can't even control my minds at all. Ayan tuloy kung anu-ano na ang nasasabi ko. Akala ko pa naman wala aq sa mood to do things like this. What's the fuss? Anyway this is me. My emotion speaks up!..